well I'm in love with many right now(fwendies lol)but the main fish is my boyfriend Andrew he is the most gentle,sexy and loving guy out there...well he hasn't did anything to prove me wrong so i say he is!!XD. He slept over last night wow he is sooo sweet my mommy loves him sooo do i?!?!I'll upload pix ov him nd i as soon as my fwend steve gives me my damn camera bak!!

xoxoxoxoxoxo              

iv'e been with you for 6 months and you still don't know the colour of my eyes, but wouldn't hestitate answering what colour underwear i was wearing last tuesday.

i hate it when you act as if you care about me and always blame shit on me when you know you wrong!

where the fuck were you when i needed someone to hold my hand while my mom was in hospital and i had 2 b a mother to many?

its funny how you were always there when i was home alone!

ITS EVEN RIDICULOUSLY FUNNY HOW AFTER ALL THIS I LOVED YOU

i didn't wanna tell my friends as i knew and feared what they'd say...i should've told them b4 its got this far

have you ever bothered to ask how my mother was and how i was doing?

no all you cared about is yourself and that shit atitude wont get you far.

i dot hate you i hate what you do.

i'm glad you got my close friend pregnant the bitch deserves you, and im glad that ive realised what you all about and you helped me grow as a person!

have a nice lyf...

the pain is hard to hide,

i can't believe i cry over you and  feared losing you

but when you here you do no good

we all know what you wanted from me, i was tempted....

but would not let you take over me!

you're your own disaster, a person with two eyes can see.

you tricked me into elieving you loved me and i gave you my all

i'm so glad you ended this afterall!

After all that we've been through

How did it come to this

how did i end up hating you?

i said i loved you 2secs ago and cried for you back..

but now all i want to do is stab you,like you did to me in the back

I've lost hope,

he doesn't give a damn

as a stand here as i am...

suicide is after years of pain

dont stop me

razor cutting through my vein

please dont stop me

im sick of faking

satan, is this life not worth taking?

****im um im not a poet im just trying something new...it keeps me busy, it helps me forget me 'bad habits'****

After all that we've been through

How did it come to this

how did i end up hating you?

i said i loved you 2secs ago and cried for you back..

but now all i want to do is stab you,like you did to me in the back

I've lost hope,

he doesn't give a damn

as a stand here as i am...

suicide is after years of pain

dont stop me

razor cutting through my vein

please dont stop me

im sick of faking

satan, is this life not worth taking?

****im um im not a poet im just trying something new...it keeps me busy, it helps me forget me 'bad habits'****

you talk about me behind my back

and you call yourself a friend

you treat me badly

and you call yourself a friend

you dont give a shit baout my feelings

and you call yourself a friend?

you get all pissed because i dont wanna go out with you..

and you still fucken call yourself a friend....

you act all sluty when my crush is around!

and some how you still call yourself a friend!

you went out with my ex  that i really love still

and you still call yourself a friend...

well sweety i dont think you know the meaning of friend because ever since i was friends with you i was more deppressed and cut myself even more!!i hope you proud of yourself my dear fucked friend....