YOU CANNOT KILL WHAT YOU DID NOT CREATE!

Guess who's in love again?!?!?!? ME DUH!!lol

well I'm in love with many right now(fwendies lol)but the main fish is my boyfriend Andrew he is the most gentle,sexy and loving guy out there...well he hasn't did anything to prove me wrong so i say he is!!XD. He slept over last night wow he is sooo sweet my mommy loves him sooo do i?!?!I'll upload pix ov him nd i as soon as my fwend steve gives me my damn camera bak!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

xoxoxoxoxoxo              

how dare you, come here thinking you know who i am and what i'm about!

iv'e been with you for 6 months and you still don't know the colour of my eyes, but wouldn't hestitate answering what colour underwear i was wearing last tuesday.

i hate it when you act as if you care about me and always blame shit on me when you know you wrong!

where the fuck were you when i needed someone to hold my hand while my mom was in hospital and i had 2 b a mother to many?

its funny how you were always there when i was home alone!

ITS EVEN RIDICULOUSLY FUNNY HOW AFTER ALL THIS I LOVED YOU

i didn't wanna tell my friends as i knew and feared what they'd say...i should've told them b4 its got this far

have you ever bothered to ask how my mother was and how i was doing?

no all you cared about is yourself and that shit atitude wont get you far.

i dot hate you i hate what you do.

i'm glad you got my close friend pregnant the bitch deserves you, and im glad that ive realised what you all about and you helped me grow as a person!

have a nice lyf...

 

i'm sorry i can't fake anymore

the pain is hard to hide,

i can't believe i cry over you and  feared losing you

but when you here you do no good

we all know what you wanted from me, i was tempted....

but would not let you take over me!

you're your own disaster, a person with two eyes can see.

you tricked me into elieving you loved me and i gave you my all

i'm so glad you ended this afterall!

 

 

 

I never thought I'd feel this way

After all that we've been through

How did it come to this

how did i end up hating you?

i said i loved you 2secs ago and cried for you back..

but now all i want to do is stab you,like you did to me in the back

 

 

I've lost hope,

he doesn't give a damn

as a stand here as i am...

suicide is after years of pain

dont stop me

razor cutting through my vein

please dont stop me

im sick of faking

satan, is this life not worth taking?

 

 

****im um im not a poet im just trying something new...it keeps me busy, it helps me forget me 'bad habits'****

I never thought I'd feel this way

After all that we've been through

How did it come to this

how did i end up hating you?

i said i loved you 2secs ago and cried for you back..

but now all i want to do is stab you,like you did to me in the back

 

 

I've lost hope,

he doesn't give a damn

as a stand here as i am...

suicide is after years of pain

dont stop me

razor cutting through my vein

please dont stop me

im sick of faking

satan, is this life not worth taking?

 

 

****im um im not a poet im just trying something new...it keeps me busy, it helps me forget me 'bad habits'****

i had to spend a week wit my mother knowing the bitch doesnt have anny feelings for me i was terrible i wish the earth had just swallowed me then after it my little sister got me into shit most of the time i made her bleed....it felt so good seeing someone else in pain besides myself!my older sisters boyfriend kissed me and wanted to take advantage of me while i was drunk i felt too weak to stop jim so i just went with the flow and then afterwards he begged me to come back to the hotel with him and i said NO i had energy to say that and funny thing is my sister really loves him.i felt so sick in the stomach and he is such a bad kisser!..anyway i got really suicidal last wek and i didnt have any contact wit a computer or my phone!i couldnt talk to my friend and i broke up with my boyfriend because i told him i didnt feel the same way he felt about me...but i still liked him!i told him the only person i "love" is my good friend Nadine and he flippd o well...i found out my cousin is gettin married and she is plannin on runnin away wit her fiance since her parents wont let her marry!i wish her well..WHAT A WEEK!!!!i lasted without listenin to rock wow!!!i wish every1 would just die!

and you call yourself a friend

you talk about me behind my back

and you call yourself a friend

you treat me badly

and you call yourself a friend

you dont give a shit baout my feelings

and you call yourself a friend?

you get all pissed because i dont wanna go out with you..

and you still fucken call yourself a friend....

you act all sluty when my crush is around!

and some how you still call yourself a friend!

you went out with my ex  that i really love still

and you still call yourself a friend...

well sweety i dont think you know the meaning of friend because ever since i was friends with you i was more deppressed and cut myself even more!!i hope you proud of yourself my dear fucked friend....